the reason i don't read "eat pray love", i thought all along, is because i despise elizabeth's selfishness of wanting her own happiness to the extent of putting everyone else's happiness behind hers.
she could throw everything she has, put the responsibilities away, run away from life just to find her inner self and love. all along i thought it was a cowardice act.
but then i realised, maybe the reason i really dislike it, is because i am jealous of her audacity she has.
her bravery to give up everything she has and search for what she does not.
her courage to search for her own happiness,
when i don't even dare to speak up.
i mean, it's not that i don't deserve happiness, it's just that i don't deserve you.
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