Scribbles #8

The worst case scenario that could ever happen to your sweet dream, is not fearing that it won't come true; but it is the moment it came true, and things got so well that you suspect it got no where to go, but downwards.

Roller Coaster Ride

Great thing!

I just missed my bus! I knew the minute I woke up, turned my head for a catching glimpse of the clock sitting down on my table pointing 10.30AM!

Shit. I will never make it (further reaffirmed when I looked at the pile of unwashed clothes, the stack of rubbish inside my room, and the condition of my room was nowhere near YOU-MAY-LEAVE-NOW-AND-COME-BACK-AFTER-2-WEEKS)

Fine. My friend sort of woke me up by calling me around 10.20am because he wanted to pass me my bus ticket. Thank god (HALLELUJAH)!

Or else..(let's just not get there okay? :D)

So, quickly picked up my phone, punched in the bus center's number, and made a quick call to defer my departure time. HOLLA! DONE!

No point ranting now because I screwed up for waking up so late, undone laundry, and I procrastinated every single time I wanna clean my room up. I think I deserved all these things befalling on me.

Not to mention, I banged my head against the television's steel frame with a loud pang! And got lost in the campus I almost stayed for a year now.

Pocket empty, no money, and I start to think my life is taking a downward spiral.

Sitting down here, eating my 60cents Gardenia bread, and typing this blog post made me think that

"Once in a while, you need to get your head knocked for a reality check. Just to make sure, you're still living and breathing fighting your way out in this cutthroat world."

Let Go. Let Live.

People always say "You know you should try and let go when you think the relationship is getting serious, and if it comes back to you, then you know it will be yours"

Bullshit.

Have you ever wondered, if BOTH parties also let go just to TEST each other? In the end, both of them missed the opportunity to get together and ended up with someone else.

If your heart tells you this is the right one, go for it. Don't listen to others. Stop thinking about others and start, for once, think about your happiness. Never, ever try to let it go just to test it. This is not Frisbee. If you let it go, then there is a chance you wont get it back. Hence, You should always, always cling on it. Clench it tightly like an eagle's paw.

And you live happily ever after.